Yeah I haven't been talkin much.

So first off, I am pretty sure I passed. The final was a bitch mostly but I think I did alright on it. The portfolio was a shock. I got a 94/100 on it 0.0 the professor also was talking about a portfolio contest they have, and if anyone scored 94 or better he would like us to enter. Chances were we just needed a couple things edited and we would be good to enter. I didn't but the fact that I did a good job on all the work I put into that thing made me happy none the less I haven't gotten my grade for that class yet and it ended a long time ago, so I am thinking of going over and asking about it just to get my peace of mind.

Second off probably belongs on the first as topic for discussion but whatever. Dan, my boyfriend, is going back to PA. I understand his reasons for wanting to go back, basically he doesn't want to be stuck working all the time and live at my parents house for 4 years, if he was to go to school. Which that is probably what would have ended up happening. So we will both try our best, me in school, him as well in our respective states and see what happens. Hopefully I can at least complete one year of college before I have to take drastic measures. Like a lot of other people my parents, who I live with, are in severe danger of losing the house, and we don't really have anything else to fall back on. If my father is forced to move, he may not make it, and he is the only one providing money, it isn't enough to live off of, but he is the only means of financial we can get. We are too poor for some things and too rich for others. How we are too rich is beyond me, but we are in a serious bind and require a miracle to get by. So in the event that we do lose the house, and if I haven't gotten anything really done at school like I want to I will have to drop everything and hope Dan can take me in, get a job and try to go back to school on hopes I can get some sort of financial aid. I have applied for financial aid, and am waiting for their documents we have to fill out and send back in. The office assured me I should get it in time for Spring 2010. If I don't well I'm fucked, I won't be able to take any of the courses I need and will have to be content with just 1 maybe 2 classes, depending on if they require books. It sucks but the whole world sucks right now, so the best thing I can do is try.

In other news, my crappy ass computer I have is broken, highly considering to move in on my brother's guest computer, (basically get a couple programs, like word and an art program on here and hook up my printer/scanner to it) My bro has assured me I should be able to at the very least get my crap off the computer before he has to fully format it, hopefully he thinks the OP just needs to be reinstalled and that I won't lose all my stuff so here is hoping for that.

We also think Sasha is pregnant, my Siberian Husky, her stomach feels a little tight so that is a good sign she should be pregnant! We may have puppies on the way my dad (who is really good at predicting stuff) predicts 3 male and 3 female, kinda a large litter but sounds great to me ^^

Oh yeah I saw 2012 yesterday, fucking amazing movie! Dude it is really awesome. If you loved Godzilla(the American version) and Independence Day you will be blown away by this one, the director fucking outdid himself. If you love destruction, you love this. If you love car chases and great airplane flying you will love this. If you like good characters and situations you will not regret watching this. It has something that is guaranteed to keep you on the edge of your seat the entire time!

I am sorry for the seemingly down journal, it is news of me, and I guess that is why I haven't updated much. I don't like talking about my downs, but I believe things will start looking up soon.

Also looking for anything inspirational if you have something that has inspired you, or you believe will inspire than send it my way I would love to see it. I am itching to do something artistic but lack any inspiration. So please say something or send me something you think will inspire I would love anything right now